Friday, October 27, 2006,2:52 pm
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL `261006
dad deleted the last post i wrote just a few hours ago .
so .. must write again . hahas.
i honestly dont like to write the same thing twice =x
the feeling neverr seems the same =x
kinda guilty about what i saidd to shoban during the morning's camp meeting .
its the FIRST & LAST time i have said it =x
when i apologised to him .
he said he wasnt angry . still cann laugh and tell me its alright .
diaoo .
hope that he's not angry ba =x
haas . now that i got that off .
today was the .. official last day of schoool ?
not counting out holiday timetable .
didnt reaally have a last-day-of-school feeling though .
we went to our FUTURE CLASSROOM for today .
which is the current 4/9 .
im going to miss the balcony .
DARN !
next year . in order to get some fresh air and scenery.
have to run OUT of the classroom to the corridoor . haas . also.
we FINALLY got back ourr class photos and report book (:
the rest of the day was pretty much slack-ish.
talk & talk & talk & talk .
& AGAIN with the squeakish straw sound .
& AGAIN with the constant escaping of jap&korean words .
from fiqah and jiamin !
in which we couldnt understand . haas .
so when talking to them . was pretty much a HUH ? xD
when we got back ourr results.
really quite disappointed ba .
it was reaally one of the first times i had a study plan .
did worse than mid yearr .
but managed to jump one class position .
andd .. AGAIN .
mum saidd i xia suay herr in amaths .
as its the only subject i failed =x
42 ? =x LOL .
all jokes aside .
dad says reaally have to buck up on amaths le .
he even saidd that IF we go to thailand .
i have to do amaths .. practically every night ?
* sighs .
NEVER MIND ! must chiong all the way to sec fourr .
then when exam is over . SHUANG xD
im trying to motivate myself with the phrase
"the harder you work. the more shuang youu will feel when exams finally end''
so .. JIAYOU ! =D
but still . after staring blankly at the result slip. wasnt reaally in the mood to go to causeway .the results suddenly turned my high mood upside down.but then .its beeen awhile since we went out le .because of all the india stuuff .andd . my darlings always had a way to cheerr me up (:sorry lehs .even afiqah toldd me i was zone-ing out le .could tell that azureen and they all were trying to make me laugh t0o .tried my best to SNAP back to the HAPPY PLACE .AAAHH .yeapps . also . felt guilty about borrowing money can )):because i use my allowance for the death note =xmust make suure it doesnt become a habit . gulps .we ended sitting in the library .as aqilah was using the com .andd fiqah was searching for fairytales .i dont know why .but even being NEARR a window .puts me into reflective mode . haas .kept thinking of my results .must findd a way to schedule everything together .so that wont have to chiong =xANYWAYS .we then went to mac .where all the BIRDS were =DDhaas . hm . dont really feeel like typing details today =xOH YA . but i must remind myself one thing .hahas . jiamin's mrt experience xDdont embarrass herr by elaborating . haas .all because we made herr take the mrt . lalalas ~ohkay ohkay . i sshh =xhm . i guess its no use to regret and complain about the past .use it as a stepping stone for the future .noNO . the present (:its funny how a small piece of paper could signify SO MUCH =
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